My Poems And Emotions

His New Year's Wish

2011-12-29T17:34:00.003+01:00

Here's a simple poem I wrote for Aniket's http://www.flashfiction.in/category/announcements/ Flash Fiction site. He gives us a new prompt every 15 days. Would love to see more writers taking part - anyone interested?

Wish you all a very Happy New Year (especially those who feel lonely and long for a companion - hope 2012 brings you happiness and all you wish for).

His New Year's Wish

Alone he satsank in his thoughts

Obliviousto the world around
As one thoughtdrifted to the next
Only to returnto that same longing

That longingto love and be loved

To have someoneto laugh with
Share tearswith
Someone tocare for
For the restof his days

Another yeardraws to a close

Minutes tickaway

Days, weeks,months
Endless timealone
If only…

He had someoneto call his own

Friendship

2011-12-12T13:17:00.002+01:00

Friendship

True friendship forms a special bond
That with time and care matures
When nourished with love and kindness
Will grow throughout the years

It’s about taking time for one another
To listen, laugh, joke or even cry
Just to be there in good times and bad
To lend an ear without asking why

In both of you, loyal friends, we’ve found
And with these few lines we’d like to say
From the bottom of our gracious hearts
We value your friendship in every way

May the memories we treasure over the years
Bring us joy and smiles as we recollect
All the lovely moments shared in your house or ours
Over a bottle of wine or a glass of Sekt

Parties, we’ve celebrated till early morn’
New Years, we’ve brought in with song and cheer
Birthdays, we’ve toasted to each other’s health
Special times, we’ll cherish and forever hold dear

Bonded together again we are to jubilate
As both of you celebrate your special day
Surrounded by loving family and friends
May you be blessed with happiness in every way

(Written for our dear friends, Alfred & Andrea as they both celebated their 50th birthday)

Two Become One

2011-08-29T11:23:00.002+02:00

Two people come together as one
Deeply in love with each other
To tie the bond of sacred marriage
A moment to cherish forever

Marriage has it’s ups and downs
It’s laughter and it’s tears
May both of you be blessed with joy
Throughout the coming years

A house you’ll build in time to come
A place to call your own
You’ll fill it with love and your personal touch
Turning simple walls into a home

May all your hopes and dreams come true
Dearest Nani and Sophie
And your love for one another
Stay as strong as a century-old tree

Nani (our nephew) and Sophie met on a flight. They were allotted seats next to each other - that was their fate! He comes from India, she comes from Belgium but they were to meet above the clouds and now 16 months later they are husband & wife. A beautiful marriage made in Heaven!

Welcome

2011-03-24T14:30:00.001+01:00

Year for year, you reappear
From darkness into the light
To melt the bleakness
Of long dark winters
With the warmth of your glowing heart

In early days of each new spring
You share with us your colours galore
New life, new hope, you symbolize
Inducing abundant grins and sighs
As frozen smiles commence their thaw

WELCOME

Unperturbed

2010-12-21T07:44:00.001+01:00

The air is cold, clear and bright
Paths and meadows blanketed in virgin white
Not yet trodden by human foot
Nor touched by human hand

Branches dipped in sugar icing
Frosty trees with crowns held high
Compused, calm, erect and proud
Emanating heavenly grace and charm

The landscape pure, fresh and innocent
Perfection created by nature’s hand
Unperturbed, serene and tranquil
Bringing peace to the hearts of all mankind

Surrender

2010-10-26T06:38:00.005+02:00

Tears of gold shedding

Falling without sound nor cry

Selfless surrender

Your Memory Lives On

2010-09-18T08:22:00.002+02:00

The sun still rises at the dawn of each day
Birds, they’re flying in the sky as before
The clock still ticks as the hours pass by
How can that be - when you’re no more?

Never again will you walk through my door
Or sit at my table with a cup of tea
I may never hear your laughter again
But in my heart I know, you’re still close to me

The phone still rings and I answer the call
And many a time I think, it could be you
Ringing me up as you so often did
To share all the things you plan to do

You’re still so vivid, so very clear
Before me, in my mind’s eye
Bubbly and cheerful, so full of life
Your presence, I’ll forever hold high

Remember the fun we used to have
In the Irish pub on a girl’s night out
With Grethe, Sheila, Laila and Mette
Oh, all the things we laughed about

You fought hard and brave my dear friend
With courage and optimism you started each day
Positive thinking was always your motto
Negative thoughts, they never came your way

Rest assured dear Hanne, I promise you
You’ll never be forgotten, even when long gone
I’ll cherish the time we had together
And as the years pass by, your memory lives on

Passing

2010-07-08T07:20:00.004+02:00

As guests we’re all welcome
here on earth
to dance our dances
and sing our songs
sow seeds for future generations
to come
wipe tears and shed our own
silently
struggle during times of hardship
and strain
to rise again with a smile, leaving behind
forgotten pain
nurturing with natural, homely
love and care
to then reap the fruits that
flourish and bear
never to forget - pure mortals
we are
just passing guests under skies
of blue
a tiny speck of stardust, helpless
in nature’s arms
until the day God gently takes us
into his palms

Sadness

2010-06-15T14:23:00.001+02:00

This feeling so strong, it’s eating my heart

Think straight, I can’t

My whole world seems to be pulled apart

Breathe. Its hard, where shall I start?

My heart, it’s like a lump of lead

Like something used and old

That it doesn’t crash to the ground

Is a wonder. How can it hold?

Tired, that's what my body is

Hurting me to the bone

How can a feeling be so strong

Please, leave me alone

It gripped me unexpectedly

Prepared, I was not

All of a sudden, there it was

To my very core, it got

To cry, I want, but the tears won’t come

How can they come?

My body’s dry, there’s no life left

Come - take me home

Spring Forth

2010-05-14T07:43:00.001+02:00

Arms no longer bare and brittle
Bleak nor barren
Every tiny, grinning bud
Eager to share it's smiles
Laughing out it's innocent sweetness
Dressed in pure, soft, silky loveliness

Limbs come alive with colour and zest
Life protruding from every pore
Bursting forth long-suppressed energy
Bestowing new hope to naked harshness
Warm rays of sunshine cast a magic spell
As long-awaited treasures leave their shell

Each new day awaits small wonders
Enchanting gems sprout from every angle
Turning scrawny arms with craggy fingers
Into flourishing dreamlike beauties
Nature's precious gift for the eye to behold
As year for year new seasons unfold

Homecoming

2010-04-12T14:24:00.000+02:00

Hello friends,

This is a short piece of fiction I wrote for Aniket's new site Flash Fiction. He had this wonderful idea of posting a new promt every 15 days and allowing any of us to write a piece of 1,000 words or less inspired by the picture.

I hope I can whet your appetite to pop over to Flash Fiction and for all those of you that enjoy writing fiction or poetry, to take part.

This is Aniket's first promt on his site so it's still in the beginning stages but I'm certain it'll grow from post to post to become a place where we can all interact through our love of writing - be it fiction or poems.

Hope to see you all there.... :))

HOMECOMING

"What do you think they talked about?"

"Each other."

"They never had kids, did they?"

"No."

"I can picture them, sitting there in those two chairs, content with each other's company. She's got her knitting in her hands, lovingly knitting another jumper for him. To keep him warm on chilly November evenings."

"He's got his legs stretched out in front of him, looking ahead into the horizon. Nodding now and again as she tells him who she met at the market that day."

A colourful butterfly fluttered past his face, searching for a spot to rest. Finally landing on the edge of the table.

"I wonder. How often did they sit in those chairs?"

"Every day for 67 years."

"Will we live for 67 years?"

"I hope so!"

"What happened?"

"He died of a broken heart soon after she passed away."

"Oh!"

"You must be tired darling, it's been a long day. Come on let's sit down."

Simon let his hand linger on her protruding belly as he led her to the chair. With a timid feeling of trespassing Maxine lowered her weary body tentatively onto the chair. With diffidence she balanced on the edge before slowly allowing herself the luxury of sitting back.

Her hands inched over the rough surface of the wooden arms. Fingertips fondly circling the dents deeply immerged into the soft wood. The aged leather cooled her thighs through the flimsy fabric of her summer dress.

Simon, on seeing his wife comfortable and lost in her own thoughts allowed himself to sit in the vacant chair. The soothing song of chirping crickets filled his senses. He felt the gentleness of the warm evening breeze caress his face. His frame fit perfectly into the chair.

He closed his eyes. Stretched out his legs. The crickets sang on.

"Simon…" The softness of her voice drifted into his thoughts.

His lips formed a smile as he opened his eyes. Turning his head to his wife, he found her loving gaze upon him.

Her eyes reflected his own thoughts. Simultaneously their hands reached out, meeting in the centre of the small table between them and rested there.

Fingers interwoven.

Simon let his thumb stroke the palm of the woman he loved more than anything in the world.
More than himself.

They closed their eyes.

They knew.

The journey was over.

At long last they were home.

Cherished Memories

2010-03-30T18:26:00.009+02:00

As I close my eyes
and think of you
I see your smile
and familiar gestures
I hear your voice
suave and calm
telling your stories
so often told
reminiscing old days
past and gone
with love and affection
a gleam in your eye
and a heartfelt sigh
as well-known tales unfold

As gentle as
a summer breeze
meandering through
sycamore leaves
as pleasant as
a languorous picnic
on a cordial
summer's day
as calm as
a mellow sunrise
unhurried on
an April dawn
these memories of you
so vividly come my way

Your body has left us
but your spirit lives on
the examples you gave us
imbued forever
in our hearts
good-natured, placid
gentle and giving
so caring and kind
contentment written
all over your face
as you smoked your beloved pipe
Dad, you'll never to be forgotten
so eminent are
the impressions you left behind

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Jgma--0WYU

Rise 'n Shine

2010-02-19T14:38:00.001+01:00

Rubbing my eyes as I awaken
I draw the curtains open
a mellow glow greets my eyes
immaculate and perfect she lies

Capture this beauty - forever held
cries out my heart
for this moment, never again will be
this day, tomorrow - but a memory

Click, click obeys my camera
compliant, obedient and willing
and another, let's have one more
yes - even better than the one before

Letting this radiance transfer
from the lens to my heart
I feel it's warmth deep within
carrying this joy, I let my day begin

I smile

I dedicate this poem to my dear father who celebrates his 95th birthday today.
I've never known him to wake up without a smile. May his smile brighten up our mornings for years and years to come.

Many, many happy returns Dad!

Did You Feed The Robin?

2010-02-03T11:53:00.008+01:00

"Did you feed the robin?"
You asked, with care and concern
"I did Dad", I smiled
As you closed your droopy eyes
Sitting by your hospital bed
My heart went out to you
You never complain, moan or groan
No matter how life treats you
Opening my book once again
I tried to occupy my mind
Unable to concentrate I turned my head
To glance out at the frost-chilled trees
And there she was!
Her red breast adorned
On the window sill she proudly stood
Tiny black eyes focused on you
From your beloved robin you cannot hide
She will be forever by your side!

Away for a while...

2010-01-07T06:35:00.001+01:00

Dear blogger friends,

I'm flying to Ireland in a couple of hours. My father is seriously ill. As he's at the great age of 94 (almost 95) we don't know if he'll pull through.

Please remember him in your prayers (his name is Mick).

I won't be blogging for a while. Jason, sadly I'll miss your contest this time - I wish all the participants the best of luck.

Take care, Margaret x

Warm Thoughts

2010-01-03T14:32:00.001+01:00

Come my friends and dance

Wearing hats of snowy white

Shake those winter blues

Bid Farewell

2009-12-31T13:50:00.000+01:00

Bid farewell to the year gone by
Let go of the past
Welcome the new
Don't wallow in sorrows, disappointments or pain
Of what was or could have been

For, gone it is, and won't return
Look ahead with eager eyes
Open mind and loving heart
Embrace the new year
With all your strength, power and might

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE......

Christmas Time

2009-12-23T13:30:00.000+01:00

I was hoping to write a Christmas poem to post before Christmas but I haven't had the time to put one together. So.... I'm posting the poem I put on my blog last year. A lot of you weren't around here last year so I hope you enjoy it now.

Gentle flakes of snow descending
Green trees mantled in coats of white
Gleeful kids with glowing cheeks
Awaiting Christmas with sheer delight

A time for families to come together
Home full of love, joy and togetherness
Love ones arriving from near and far
Sharing these moments of utmost bliss

House scrubbed and decorated to the nines
Twinkle of lights in windows and all around
Aura of freshly-cut Christmas tree compelling
Mingling with fragrance and scents abound

Affectionately wrapped presents under the tree
Awaiting eager hands to unravel and astound
Christmas songs sung with pure delight
Where love, happiness and joy can be found

Children with eyes agleam with anticipation
Thinking about what Santa will bring
To see the beaming smiles on their small faces
Is enough to make every heart sing

Gathered together around a festive table
Abundant with fondly prepared dishes
Loved ones joined in unison
Each one fulfilling the other ones wishes

The warmth and love of Christmas time
Gathered in front of an open log fire
No matter what creed, caste or colour
Here you'll find your heart's desire

A time for giving with utmost elation
Not only to family and friends at home
But also to those less fortunate beings
To whom sorrow, fear and anxiety roam

May the spirit of Christmas spread throughout
Bringing merriment, cheerfulness and glee
To every raw soul near and far
Affectionately for all the world to see

I wish all my family and friends all over the world a

very happy, peaceful & joyful Christmas

With love, Margaret

God's Hymn

2009-12-14T10:15:00.000+01:00

As tranquil silence echoes in my ears
my eyes greedily absorb winter's maiden
shrouded in a blanket of flawless purity
untouched, pure and gleaming white

The frosty air bites my naked cheeks
leaving it's rosy impressions embossed
chilly fingers tucked deep in cosy pockets
unwilling to leave their warm sanctuary

Anxiety and disquiet perish
carried away on wings of ice
as the warmth of nature's sweetness
engulf me in celestial embrace

With guarded steps I stroll ahead
cautious not to spoil or disrupt
the hum of peace singing God's hymn
manifesting it's way deep within

Humanity

2009-11-26T12:55:00.007+01:00

I saw an old man, poor and frail

struggling to find his way

with the help of a stick

busy humans rushed past

on important missions

their eyes didn't see

that his eyes couldn't see

or maybe they did see

for one fleeting moment

but didn't care.

More important tasks ahead
friends to meet

shopping to be done

kids to be collected

from expensive schools

or birthday parties

why stop?

Just another piece of debris

nothing worthwhile

not worth stopping for

not my business

Stop!

It is our business
he is worth stopping for

he is worthwhile

Why?

Because he's a human being
just like you and me

Note: I wrote this from an experience I had while in India. While walking to a friend's house with my husband, I saw this blind old man. He looked so poor and helpless but nobody stopped to ask him if he needed help. I couldn't get over the indifference and disinterest of the passers-by. It's so sad that in our busy world we haven't got time for what's important. There was no way I could just walk past. We stopped and my husband asked him in his language where he was heading. After hearing he wanted to get to the bus station we stopped a passing rickshaw and paid the small amount it cost to bring him to the station. It didn't take more than a few mins of our time but it saved him a hard struggle. Let's stop and take time to help those in need.

Togetherness

2009-11-13T16:23:00.004+01:00

Your heartbeat next to mine
Entwined into one
Your fingers knotted through mine
Never to be undone

The smile on your lips
Radiates your whole face
Like a beautiful sunrise
Soars my heart into space

Time stands still
A moment to share
No words need to be spoken
Into your eyes I stare

In those eyes I read
What my heart longs to hear
They're saying the words
I love you, my dear

I love you too
My eyes never lie
I'll always love you
Until the day I die

Shared Joys

2009-10-31T10:38:00.000+01:00

Hello again my dear blogger friends! Here I am back home from my second home in India. I had a wonderful time with all the relatives. I loved the Diwali Festival with all it's lights. Although I've been to India lots of times this is the first time I've been for the festival and it was well worth it!

It was lovely too, to see our niece on her wedding day looking radiant. An Indian wedding with all it's customs and traditions is really something else! Here are a few of the over 600 photos that I took during the trip to share with you all. I wish I could show you all 600 but I don't think my blogger space could take them all!! Anyhow hope these give you a small idea of how wonderful India is. :))

Bano, our neice looking very beautiful as a bride. It was a joy to see her in her bridal dress.

The Bridegroom entering the ceremony on a decorated horse. A band of pipers and drummers accompanied him with tremendous music giving him a grand entrance.

The couple sitting up on their throne. As it's an arranged marriage they have hardly spoken to each other yet.

The ring ceremony. Bano's hands, lower arms and feet are traditionally decorated with Mehndi.

My husband and me, looking forward to the wedding.

The Gurdwara (Temple) where the first ceremony was held on the first day. (The wedding went on for two days, consisting of many different ceremonies).

At home, preparing for the festival of Diwali, the festival of lights. The houses are beautiful decorated with lights and candles. The fireworks are bought and ready to set alight!

Preparing the traditional Divas. Small clay pots filled with oil. They're placed all around the outside of the houses.

Me and my nephew, Nani putting candles outside the house. Giving the house a wonderful glow.

Sukhna Lake in Chandigarh. A beautiful lake. Classical music is played through loudspeakers in the evening. It draws hundreds of people there every day, to enjoy the clear air and the view of the nearby mountains.

We saw plenty of these fellows along the road on our outing to Bhakra Dam. A magnificent dam in Himachal Pradesh.

I enjoyed seeing all the different kind of unusual vehicles on the road. Things we'd never get to see here in Europe.

I loved watching the sun go down at the end of the day against the amber-coloured sky.

Anticipating India

2009-10-12T09:22:00.001+02:00

As my case I pack, with all the necessary items
of clothing, toiletries and gifts bought with love,
my mind wanders
to the land I'll be treading in a short while.
My senses inhale scents of exotic spices
and jasmine blossoms.
Before my eyes I see colours galore, red, yellow,
blue, green, pink - every colour imaginable to the eye.
I hear sounds of laughter, of deep from the heart
roars of curling joy.
I feel smiles, huge half-moons revealing gleaming pearls
beneath glittering eyes.
I see gold-clad, silken-clothed ladies
made up to perfection - alongside
undernourished urchins with pleading eyes, their grubby
little hands held out in anticipation and hope.
I hear Hindi songs of love mingled with noise, loud voices,
car horns and boisterous traffic.
I see beautiful sunsets resting against amber skies
I feel warmth... not only from the beaming sun
but the warmth of a loving nation.
I feel one with them as this great country
wraps it's arms around me and draws me close.

I've already arrived in India before I close the lid of my case.

My dear friends,

I'm flying to India tomorrow with my husband for 2 weeks. We'll be spending the time at his home in the northern part of India with his family (which is also my family). We'll enjoy the festival of Diwali together as well as the wedding of our niece.

My heart is already there... the rest of me will arrive soon. :)

So, during these two weeks I won't be blogging but look forward to reading all your posts when I get back. Until then, take care, love Margaret :D

Munich's Oktoberfest

2009-10-05T15:07:00.002+02:00

We were all sad to see Munich's 176th Oktoberfest (or as the locals call it - Wiesn) come to an end yesterday after 16 days of partying.

This year it attracted 5,7 million visitors from all over the globe. Most of them attired in the traditional Bavarian outfits of 'Drindl' for the females and 'Lederhosen' for the males.

The main attraction was any of the 14 beer 'tents' - huge wooden constructions holding up to 8,000 people each! The beer is served in glass litre mugs and flows like there's no tomorrow. This year 6,5 million litres were drank!!

You'd really need to visit the festival to understand the huge impact it leaves on it's visitors. The atmosphere is just something else, not to be compared with any other festival. Everyone's there to have a great time. I've never seen so many people in one spot enjoying themselves to such an extent.

So, if you ever get the chance - come to Munich for the 'Wiesn' and be part of this exhilarating event - you won't regret it!!

You can find my post and photos from last year's festival here. And more impressions if you're interested here. Hope to see you all next year! :)

Adieu

2009-09-24T07:14:00.000+02:00

Time to say goodbye

weep not, oh precious beauty

seasons come and go

In Your Arms

2009-09-10T10:52:00.010+02:00

This poem is dedicated to my dear husband, Amarjit.

I love you as much as the day we got married. I'll
always love you for the wonderful person you are.

With all my love.......

Aroused heartbeat pulsating in my ear
fevered rhythm in perfect tune with mine
our clinging limbs locked in tight embrace
as I lose my fingers in your tousled hair
and my lips kiss your eyelids, one by one...
tracing the years along the map of your face

Delicate hot ripples of delight electrify my body
as your fingers journey the path of my spine
caressing with feathery, tender wisps of desire...
passion strokes brushed on the canvas of my arched back
creating thunder and lightening in our frenzy storm
catapulting me into ecstasy, higher and higher

********

My Small Paradise

2009-08-28T14:22:00.007+02:00

These days I love to spend time relaxing in my small garden. Our summer comes and goes before we realize it. That's why every single day is precious. In this poem I'd like to share some of the thoughts I have while unwinding after a long day.

The dove-like breeze, on its

travels

strokes its path over closed

eyelids

rustling of leaves from swaying

trees

sings melodies of old songs to attentive

ears

sensuous scent of summer from fully-blossomed

roses

penetrates its way through deep-breathing

nostrils

The humming bee announces his strepitious

presence

on his frantic flight in search of precious

nectar

sun rays laugh a mountain of

smiles

on tired limbs, tingling sleeping skin

awake

and evoking warm thoughts of dear ones

near and far

heavy eyelids struggle open in time to catch

sight

of fluttering butterflies in their playful

flight

closing again to savour the symphony of twittering

feathered friends

Untainted Soul

2009-08-03T16:59:00.001+02:00

Still and tranquil, she resides

beneath the mighty backdrop

of prestigious mountains,

protected in her calm haven

by towering giants of rock and stone.

Her crystal clear surface

immaculate in such flawless perfection

reflecting a setting of majestic beauty

captured deep in her untainted soul.

A New Start

2009-07-21T14:34:00.001+02:00

I wrote the following short poem for my daughter, Nina. We were all very sad to see her leave us last Sunday. She's making a new start in the UK. She's always loved England and wants to make a go of it there. It's always hard for parents to see their kids leave home and even harder if they leave the country. But luckily, it's only a two hour flight from Munich, so I guess there'll be plenty of coming and going. Good luck to you Nina - We'll miss you but I know you'll be happy and that's what counts. Take care darling, love Mom xxx

Your dream and luck lies across the sea

I've always known that's where you want to be

So spread your wings, my angel dear

And follow your heart, without a fear

Good luck my darling in your new abode

May all your wishes, for you unfold

Share your smile with all around

Trust God to keep you safe and sound

Take my blessings as we say goodbye

Remember, my love, shall never die

If times get tough along the way

Just pick up the phone, be it night or day

Vino Veritas (The Truth in Wine)

2009-07-15T14:41:00.004+02:00

The following short story is my entry in Jason's Short Fiction Contest.
You'll find me under entry # 22

I've just got back from vacation so I've lots of catching up to do on all the stories posted there as well as all your blogs. I'll do my best to get round to you all within the next few days.

Our Father who Art in Heaven.........

"Jimmy, hurry up! Stop messing about with your cereal"

Jimmy stared at his bowl, reluctantly bringing the spoon to his mouth. His stomach struggled to digest the soggy cornflakes.

Two minutes later, his mom grabbed the half-finished bowl.

"Shoes on. We're off."

-

"What's the matter with you? Don't you realise how lucky you are? I thought you loved camping!"

Jimmy's non-blinking eyes stared at the unseen landscape as the car sped forward.

"Thank God Fr. Grant organises these trips for you boys. How on earth could I afford to send you on vacation otherwise? You should be so grateful to him."

-

"Grab your bag. Come on, the bus won't wait for you!"

Jimmy flinched as he felt the warm hand touch his shoulder. He visualised Fr. Grant's sly grin without looking up. With eyes glued to his own shabby shoes he pulled his battered bag behind him, oblivious to the laughter and shouts of the other boys.

Soft snores rang in his ears as Jimmy felt his alert body being carried silently from the crowded tent. His trembling fingers closed instinctively over his pyjama pocket.

God's blood, he called it, as he slowly filled two glasses. Shed for us sinners, he said.

The rat poison mingled beautifully with the wine as the priest turned his back to remove his white collar.

Stumbling in the dark in a rush to return to the safety of the boy's tent, Jimmy knew the truth would - at last - be revealed.

Ireland calls.....

2009-07-04T14:40:00.005+02:00

Dear blogger friends,

Ireland, my homeland calls me back again. I'm flying back there tomorrow morning together with my daughter. It's one year since my mother passed away and so all the family are coming together in rememberance. I'm looking forward to spending some time with my father and meeting up with my brothers and sisters again.

I'll leave you with an Old Irish Blessing and an Irish Prayer......

An Old Irish Blessing

May the road rise up to meet you.

May the wind always be at your back.

May the sun shine warm upon your face,

and rains fall soft upon your fields.

And until we meet again,

May God hold you in the palm of His hand.

An Irish Prayer

May God give you...

For every storm, a rainbow,

For every tear, a smile

For every care, a promise,

And a blessing in each trial.

For every problem life sends,

A faithful friend to share,

For every sigh, a sweet song,

And an answer for each prayer

I'll be back on the 15th, take care until then,

Margaret :)

Yeah! I did it!

2009-07-01T17:52:00.001+02:00

Last Sunday I ran my first half marathon, 21,1 km

I wasn't feeling too fit and hadn't done enough training coming up to it, so I was feeling a bit apprehensive at the start. Apart from that I'd been diagnosed with iron deficiency a week before the run.

But I was determined to try my best and when the morning of the marathon arrived I woke up early and set out to join the other 18,000 participants for the 31st Munich Half Marathon.

It had rained heavily the night before so the morning was fresh and cool. Perfect for a long run.
I made sure I had my mp3 player with me. (I have to have music in my ears when running).

Lampros, a very good family friend ran alongside me, keeping an eye on me - Thanks Lampros!

The first hour of the run was fine, we started off at the centre of Munich City, heading into The English Garden, a huge beautiful park in the middle of Munich. As time passed and we were into the second hour, it got harder and harder. That's when I started thinking- "Will I make it?".
But I pushed this doubt to the back of my mind when I thought of all the loved ones who were behind me. Who had given me support before starting, telling me - "You can do it!" - And they were right - I did it! - I ran my first half marathon at the age of 50.

Crossing the finishing line was like winning a lottery - I felt fantastic. What a tremendous feeling to achieve something big for the first time. To know you gave your best and didn't give up!

I finished in 2 hrs 31 mins. That wasn't very fast but I was happy with it. Now I can aim to improve my time in next years run. Hopefully, eventually I'll cover it in just 2 hours.

TIMES FOUR

2009-06-25T16:55:00.003+02:00

Before I started blogging!

I've been tagged by K. Lawson Gilbert of Old Mossy Moon.

So, if you'd like to find out a bit more about me - read on........ :)

Four Movies You Can See Over and Over

A beautiful Mind

Love Actually

Four Weddings and a funeral

Ghost

Four Places You Have Lived

Yorkshire, North of England
West of Ireland

Sauerland, Germany

Munich, Germany

Four TV Shows You Love(d) to Watch

Sorry, can't think of a single one! I watch very little TV

The only programmes I like are documentary films

Four Places You Have Been on a Vacation

Rome and Venice in Italy

Mauritius

Dominican Republic

Majorca, Spain

Four of your favorite foods

Fish

Fresh Fruit

Cheese

Potatoes

Four Websites You Visit Daily

Facebook
Blogspot

Amazon

MSN (Hotmail)

Four Places You Would Rather Be

Top of a mountain

Swimming in a warm ocean

Sitting under a tree at a secluded lake

With all my loved ones

Four Things You Hope to Do Before You Die

See all my children well settled

Become a Grandma and Great-Grandma

Tour South India

Have endless time to myself to read & write

Four Novels You Wish You Were Reading for the First Time

The Secret Scripture by Sebastian Barry

The White Tiger by Aravind Adiga
The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini
Angela's Ashes by Frank McCourt

Tag Four People You Believe Will Respond

Sarah - murmurs

Aine - Life is Beautiful

Sai Charan - Beyond Barriers

Lala - pseudo this, pseudo that - pseudo me

I hope you all play along - Thanks..... :))

The Charmer

2009-06-16T13:42:00.001+02:00

The snake owner and me.

When Jason from The Clarity of Night published this post, I mentioned in the comment section that years ago I had the pleasure of having a snake around my neck!

After Jason asked if a photo existed I routed through my old photo albums to find these two pictures.

I was only 22 at the time. My first visit to India and so curious to try out anything new.

My in-laws were afraid of their lives to let the snake anywhere near them. But I wasn't going to let this chance past by.

Needless to say the snake was charming.
Slimy but charming! :-D

I had a job trying to keep hold of the little creature

He wouldn't stop wriggling!

An interesting experience.......

I'll Hold Your Hand

2009-06-05T08:12:00.004+02:00

When darkness evolves

nothing but clouds in sight

at the end of the tunnel

you can't see the light

I'll hold your hand

When tormented pain claws your breath

chokes and strangles your heart

weighing you down in the blackened pit

as clutches of fear writhe you apart

I'll hold your hand

When your body's limp and lifeless

so weak you can't go on

when your eyes become puddles of mud

your ears deaf to the song

I'll hold your hand

When you're abandoned, forlorn and lost

in the dark you cry silent tears

all hope vanished and gone

furtive shadows mirror your fears

I'll hold your hand

I'll always hold your hand........

Roads of Time

2009-05-22T17:22:00.000+02:00

Treading auld Mother soil
walking old roads of time
where the rabbit springs forth
from its field of green
as magpies air their wings
and nostrils breathe deep
the turf-filled air
escaping dark chimneys
on smoky, sleepy evenings

Thanks Dad!

2009-05-17T10:51:00.003+02:00

Shared days, they come to an end
It's time now to depart
Unable to stay any longer
I'm leaving with a heavy heart

Wonderful days, together spent
Sitting, talking, remeniscing
Presence felt with every breath
Thankful smiles, forthcoming

To your tales of days long gone
I'd sit and listen with awe
So much you had to share with me
From your lips, the words, they'd pour

Every moment, a precious memory
Never to be forgotten
Closed and sealed within my heart
Such precious gifts, I've gotten

So now we have to say goodbye
Let's try not be too sad
For all the memories you've given me
I'd like to say, "Thanks Dad!"

Taking a short break....

2009-05-05T11:22:00.000+02:00

Ireland! To you, I return

For your land, I often yearn

To your lush fields of green

As fresh as ever I've seen

With your tales, fairies and reels

Your music dancing in my ears

Welcome me with open arms

Soft drizzle and all your charms

Ten days, I'll spend with you

Before bidding "farewell" anew

Dear friends,

Tomorrow I leave for a 10 day trip to Ireland. I won't be blogging during this time and hope to catch up on all your posts when I get back. Until then, take care....

Margaret

Draped in Pink

2009-04-19T15:04:00.000+02:00

My 2nd attempt at haiku poetry......

Awesome dress you wear

vast beauty, my eyes do feast

mesmerized! I melt

My first blog award! (Smiling...)

2009-04-10T14:46:00.003+02:00

It's such a pleasure to write my poems and other stuff, but it's an even greater pleasure to know that what I write is appreciated by others.

Sharing is part of life and sharing my poems and happenings in my life with all of you gives me such gratification and enjoyment.

Thanks all of you, who take time to read my blog and especially to those who spend a few minutes leaving comments. Reading your comments gives me great encouragement to keep the posts coming. Thank you.......

Aniket gave me this "I love your blog" award. Thank you Aniket, you've become a very dear blog friend and I love your blog more and more with every post you write. You're such a positive person with a great outlook on life. Not only are you full of humour but you've got a very kind heart too. You're so cheerful all the time, reading your comments on my blog and all the other blogs always puts me in a happy mood and alwayssss puts a big smile on my face. :DD

Keep on blogging Aniket and bringing delight and joy into so many of your blogger friend's lives....Thank you!!!

Now to the rules:

1) Add the logo of the award to your blog

2) Add a link to the person who awarded it to you

3)Nominate at least 7 other blogs (only if you want)

4) Add links to those blogs on your blog

5) Leave a message for your nominees on their blog

Ok, that means I should now nominate other blogs for this award:

I'd like to nominate:

Sai Charan because he was my first blogger friend and I love the posts he writes, especially the ones about nature. He knows how to express himself in a wonderful way and I love reading his interesting posts.

Lala because I hope through this award he'll write more posts. I enjoy following his blog but wish for more....(I know you don't get much free time Lala through your long office hours, but try....)

K. Lawson Gilbert because I admire her ability to write the most wonderful poems. Her poems are just fantastic. She inspires me with her writing and I hope to learn a lot from her.

Sawan because I just love his blog and his personality. He covers a vast range of different topics and always manages to come up with a post that catches my interest.

Harman because, although he doesn't write much, but when he does write a post, it comes straight from his heart. He writes exactly what he feels in that moment and he's got a heart of gold.

Nishant because I love his nature photos on his blog, we share the same love for nature. Drop over to his blog and check out his brilliant pics.

Creation because after reading her comments on Aniket's blog, I feel she needs cheering up and I think an award for her creative writing might just put that smile back on her face :))

There are so many other blogs that I love to read and follow, e.g. Jason, Sarah, Karen, Catherine, Aine, Jennifer. They're all brilliant, experienced writers and I think most of them have received loads of awards. As well as that, I realize most of them don't want to put the awards on their blogs. But I still want to mention them here and a special thanks to Jason, because it was through his contest "Ascension" that I came to meet all these wonderful people.

Spring Buds

2009-04-07T13:55:00.001+02:00

This is my first attempt at haiku, a form of Japanese poetry,
consisting of 3 lines with 5, 7 & 5 syllables respectively.

I thought, "what Aniket can do, you can do too!" :))

New life bursting open, free
scent compelling, sweet
breath of love, hope and joy

Spring Awakening

2009-03-23T07:15:00.000+01:00

Early morning, awakened by the birds
Their chirping and chatter, never ending
Singing in my ears, their sweet sound
Pulling me from my slumber, new day ascending

The warm morning radiating its glow
First sun rays through the window to greet me
Sending God's love to start off my day
Telling me to open my eyes, God's wonder to see

And so up I get, my heart bursting to go
To walk in nature's surroundings, this moment to seize
Cherry tree heavy with blossoms as pink as can be
Its branches swaying gently in the early morning breeze

Rows of daffodils, yellow heads bobbing in the wind
Colour so striking, butter melting in the sun
Attracting the bees, full of humming and buzzing
Flying in and out, busy work never done

O'er a field of daisies, thousands to the count
Not there yesterday, shot up overnight
Warmth of the sun having brought them to light
Filling the field. What a tremendous sight!

Children playing, their laughter filling the air
Happy to be outdoors, winter's over at last
Running back and forth, their energy never-ending
Such a happy sight, reminds of days long past

Spring, a time for new life, new awakening
Ducklings tottering after their mother
Brave, little creatures, venturing into the lake
Learning to swim, without a bother

In all God's nature, new life's being born
Tiny animals seeing the light of day
Never cease to marvel at this sight
This natural wonder, be astound we may

Open your heart to all this beauty
Surrounding us this season
Appraise it, for what it's worth
God created everything for a reason

Happy Birthday Mom

2009-03-20T12:35:00.006+01:00

Today we celebrate your birthday Mom
I send you love, warmth and my song

A birthday card, I can't send this year
Hear my words whispered in your ear

Look Mom, a cake I baked especially for you
A small gift, from my heart, I have for you too

Do you see it from your sweet haven above?
Shall I send it to you on the wings of a dove?

My song, I'll sing for you, from the bottom of my heart
You'll hear it through the wind, right from the start

Soft winds, they'll carry the melody of happy times
Of laughter and joy, shared moments of all kinds

Today, on your birthday, I want to feel near
May the clouds carry my words for you to hear

A peaceful birthday, I know it will be
But celebrate we will, for all to see

I've been tagged !!!

2009-03-12T12:39:00.004+01:00

I've been tagged by Anil Sawan and that means I have to write 25 random things about myself. I'm not sure if anyone's interested in reading all this, but anyhow, here goes.......

1. Although I've lived most of my adult life in Germany, I know I'll never feel german.

2. I grew up in England but I'm Irish (Irish parents)

3. I come from a large family, have 4 brothers & 2 sisters. Unfortunately none of them live in Germany. They live in Ireland/England/Spain. It's great when we all get together for a family gathering.

4. I'm married to a wonderful Indian guy. It's impossible to argue with him. (Not that I want to!)

5. I'm blessed with 3 fabulous daughters.

6. My only son died when he was 6 days old. He was a twin to my middle daughter, they were born 10 weeks premature.

7. I like being alone

8. I'm a morning person. That means I like to wake early, love to see the sunrise. (As I'm doing in my profile pic which was taken recently in Mauritius.)

9. I don't talk much but I like chatting online and blogging.

10. I love reading and couldn't live without books. I could spend hours browsing through book shops.

11. I absolutely love trekking in the mountains. I could walk for hours & hours without tiring when I'm in the middle of nature.

12. I hate shopping and only go when I really need something.

13. I love to keep fit. I spend about 5-6 hours a week exercising, jogging, aerobic, gym etc....

14. I want to run a full marathon one day. I'm taking part in the Munich half marathon this year (21 km).

15. I can't live without music, my mp3 is my constant companion. I listen mostly to love songs and anything that hits a cord in my heart.

16. I love taking nature photos and always have my digital camera with me when I'm out walking/trekking.

17. I eat an apple a day. And guess what? It does keep the doctor away!

18.If I had one wish, it would be that everybody in the world had enough to eat.

19. I'm sentimental and cry easily when something upsets me.

20. I can express myself better in my poems than in conversation.

21. I like getting things done, rarely put unpleasant things off until tomorrow.

22. I prefer simplicity over extravagance. Casual clothes, simple jewellery, very little make-up.

23. I work at the post office and enjoy going to work. We have a great team of different nationalities.

24. The saddest day of my life was the day my Mom died last year after undergoing heart surgery.

25. If I was an animal, I'd like to be a small bird.

There you go.....that was me........... :)

Seclusion

2009-03-04T09:22:00.000+01:00

The fatigued sun lays its head
down for the night
whilst the bright moon awakens
rising to its full height

As the curtains gentle close
as peace slowly begins to sweep
when breath slows down
allowing earth's pulse to sleep

Crawl deep inside yourself
be a mouse preparing to bore
searching, probing, exploring
until you reach your inner core

Stillness, calm, silence. Listen!
The quiet voice of seclusion
reach the sanctuary of your heart
glide those paths of reclusion

For it's here you'll feel
like a baby in a mother's womb
warm, safe, protected
where shadows may never loom

Thoughts lapsed, extinct
words spoken through the day
forgotten, buried in oblivion
passed actions, faded away

Recline in this haven of dormancy
let burdens cease to be
shelter in your inner peace
and feel yourself set free

Footprints

2009-02-18T14:05:00.007+01:00

Tears from heaven
pure and white
gently falling
a prodigious sight

Rosy cheeks
frosty fingers
as I walk my walk
and stop to linger

New snow, new day
thoughts stabbing my mind
escaping their caves
of darkness

Footprints here today
gone tomorrow

why ponder?
Sun beams its lavish smile
warming my heart for a while

Melted snow encountering streams
Incorporated
reliving its cycle
Natures quest
To come and go
and come again
As each new day begins

Mauritius

2009-02-12T13:46:00.036+01:00

Endless, infinite fields of deep lush green
Sugarcane as far as the eye can see
Palm trees swaying in the gentle breeze
Hung heavy with coconut, ready to seize

Beaches with sand as white as snow
Inviting to stroll at your heart's delight

Placid waves lapping feet and ankles
Tickling, beckoning, entrancing whirls

Heat of the sun invading your skin
Warm wind caressing body and soul
Rhythm of waves chanting it's song
Ringing in our ears as we saunter along

Into the sea I'd venture, swimming my strokes
Just a tiny spot in the vast ocean of blue
Lapped up in the waves of nature's hands
Far away from the comfort of salving sands

Under the water I'd hazard, eager to see
Such life, such colour, hidden beneath
Another world, so peaceful, placid and calm
Variegated fish in magnitude salving like balm

In the many various trees, spectacular bird life
In every colour imaginable to the eye
Singing out their tunes for all to hear
Dulcet, melodious, soothing to the ear

This beautiful island with it's colours so bright
It's people so friendly, big smiles at first sight
So gentle, courteous, kind and polite
Greeting their guests with undefiled delight

Unforgettable memories accompany me back home
Of an island, small in size but huge in hospitality
Where Hindus, Chinese, Creoles, Muslims and Christs
Live side by side in peace, harmony and upmost bliss

I spent a wonderful two weeks in Mauritius and the thing that stands out after my holiday is the genuine warmth and friendliness of the Mauritians.

They're rich at heart and make everyone feel welcome to their island.

It's a beautiful, very green island. Perfect for a relaxing holiday.

These are just a few of the over 500 photos I took there....

(Lovely memories for years to come....)

The Love of Family & Friends

2009-01-25T14:52:00.004+01:00

I've just celebrated my birthday and I'm overwhelmed by
the pure love I've experienced over the past few days.

Birthdays are a time of coming together, celebrating and
reflecting on ones life.

I've been reflecting on my life and realise just how much
love and devotion my family and friends abound on me.

The past few days have been dreamlike. I've soaked in the
warm, tender, genuine emotions smothered upon me.
I've been showered with the fragrance of love from all sides.

So much time and effort has been sacrificed by my loved ones
to make this birthday something special. All your efforts bore
fruit. This birthday has been one I'll never forget, it's embossed
in my heart forever.

You've all been so absolutely wonderful, I just can't thank
you enough. Thank you, thank you, thank you..........

May God bless you all. May I be blessed with my dear family
and friends for years & years to come. And may others, less
fortunate than myself have the chance to experience the love
of dear ones.

I won't be blogging for a while as I'm going on holiday tomorrow

for two weeks........See you all when I get back.....Take care......

The Struggle

2009-01-16T10:22:00.011+01:00

"John, please, for our sake, don't give up"

John looked up, his heart heavy. Blank eyes stared into Peggy's pleading eyes. All life gone out of him, he felt drained, washed out. How on earth could he go on.

Was it really only two days since his world had been taken from under his feet? Until then he'd been a normal guy, husband and father, living a normal life, then...

He felt Peggy's hands on his shoulders, gently but firmly shaking him, her face close to his. He couldn't look at her. Gentle hands cupped his face. His eyes filled with tears, blurring his vision. He let the tears flow.

"John, look at me. It's going to be alright. We'll fight it together. We've been down before and we've always managed to rise up again. You, me and Sammy. We'll challenge it with every fibre in our bodies, with all our strength. We'll win John, believe me".

John slowly lifted his head, starred at this incredible woman. The love he felt for her at that moment caused his heart to overflow with affection and admiration. This strong being, who had been told that she's dying of incurable cancer.

John's glance fell on his beloved son, playing at his feet. Lifting Sammy he put his arm around his wife. This was his life and he wasn't going to lose it without a fight. He realized it was going to be a long, hard struggle, but they would get to the top.

......I wrote this short story for "Ascension". A Short Fiction Story Contest being hosted by Jason Evans on his blog http://clarityofnight.blogspot.com/

The story had to be inspired by the above picture and shouldn't hold more than 250 words. It's the first time I've written a short story, never mind enter a contest, but it was fun. The contest has just closed and judging is now going on. Feel free to vote for me if you think my story is worthy enough. Mine is Entry # 106...Thanks......

Winter Morn'

2009-01-13T13:38:00.008+01:00

Oh, what a beautiful winter morn'
The frozen lake, glittering in the winter sun
Powdered white grass, sparkling so bright
The clear azure sky, a wondrous sight

Here I am again, as on many a morn'
Jogging round the lake, one step at a time
Lost in a world of my own, my thoughts only for me
Taking in every creature, all God's wonders, I see

On and on I jog, breathing in the clear fresh air
My body no longer cold, but warm through and through
Legs becoming tired, but not ready to cease
Keeping the rhythm, flowing along at ease

Sweet birds chirping in the trees above
Their music filling my heart with love
Telling me winter's not here for long
Springs coming, I hear it in their song

Finally, my run, to an end it comes
Content as can be, back home I head
But not before, a final glance I take
At the beauty of winter's frozen lake

silent tears

2009-01-05T14:27:00.005+01:00

so many hours yet so little time
endless waiting for nothing to come
shattered dreams, where did they start
who has the right to darken my heart

pain and sorrow, they run together
one can't exist without the other
a part of life, come on, accept
who's gonna care when tears you've wept

try to smile, make someones day
dreams, they're taken, snatched away
grab what's remaining, not over yet
pick up the pieces, throw out the net

laughter and tears, they're all one
feelings run deep, an emotional song
when all seems lost, it'll be alright
of hope and promise, never lose sight

Happy New Year

2008-12-31T19:03:00.005+01:00

A wish you all a very

Happy New Year.......

Take care & enjoy the celebrations

Margaret :)

Farewell 2008....

2008-12-31T08:54:00.004+01:00

The year comes to an end
Shed are my tears
It's taken from me
Two very special dears

This year wasn't kind
Took two people I love
Gone from this world
To the new one above

But let us not weep
As this new year starts
Our loved ones aren't lost
They're deep in our hearts

Farewell to the old
Let the new year begin
With optimism look forward
To what it'll bring

Whatever has happened
It's all in the past
The future is ours
It's to there we cast

It holds so much
Of that I am sure
Of joy and happiness
And love, so pure

Ciao! Farewell!
Adios! Goodbye!
For what has left me
I will no longer cry....

Quote

2008-12-15T13:47:00.005+01:00

"There is no possession more valuable than a good and faithful friend."

socrates

Our Memories.....

2008-11-16T18:28:00.004+01:00

We have good times
And bad times
Happiness and sadness
Laughter and tears
But in the end
There is only one thing
After all the years
Our memories.....

Life goes on
No matter what
When everything
Seems impossible
Even then
There's an answer
We still have
Our memories.....

We learn to love
But also to lose
Nothing and nobody
Is here to stay
Forever
But no one can take
Away
Our memories.....

A happy occasion
A day of pleasure
It can't last forever
It comes to an end
Enjoy it
Rejoice in it
What remains are
Our memories.....

A person dear to us
We think they are
Eternal
But alas
Even our loved ones
Are mortal
Left behind are
Our memories.....

Capture these precious
Moments
Bury them deep
In your heart
They're all that's left
When our love ones depart
Hold on tight to
Our memories.....

Your heart is drowning in sorrow
Grief roams the lanes of your soul
Enveloping you in dark shadows
Listen to the whispers of the wind
Seek out the stars in the molten sky
For there's always a light
At the end of the tunnel
Our memories.....

Remember the good times
Forget the bad
Remember the laughter
Forget the tears
Remember the smiles
Forget the frowns
Treasure the memories
Our memories.....

Ireland

2008-11-07T16:14:00.013+01:00

The plane touched down
And my heart felt good
Here I am back
In this country I love

With the clear fresh air
Lush grass so green
Light drizzle of rain
Softest I've ever seen

Friendly faces greet me
A smile always at the ready
As I make my way
My pace, slow and steady

For here in Ireland
There's no need to rush
People have time
Never giving you a push

Past wide open fields
The bus moves on and on
The rhythm to my ears
Like an old Irish song

Back in my old hometown
In the familiar house, so dear
With my loving Father
Feels wonderful to be here

Early morning, peaceful & quiet
The chirping of the birds, so sweet
A pleasure it is to watch them
As from the bread I throw, they eat

The house, so quiet and still now
Not like the old days, passed
When nine of us would laugh and joke
The years, they've gone so fast

Although I have to leave again
A part of me will stay
My heart will always be in Ireland
When again, I'm on my way....

2008-11-01T21:25:00.002+01:00

Check out my new posts on my 2nd blog "Come Along"...via "view my complete profile".

The Exquisite Beauty of a Flower

2008-10-06T15:53:00.006+02:00

Such gentle, noble loveliness
Pure tenderness, so sweet
Gaudy, vivid shades and colours
For eager eyes, a visual treat

The glorious, stunning rose
In its deep shade of red
Alongside the precious white lily
Proud, as if they were wed

Candied, honey-sweet fragrance
Charging the air all around
Expressing it's magic
Without murmuring a sound

Elegant orchids, upon long, thin stems
Soft, stunning petals, fragile yet strong
Revealing to the world their perfection
Unfolding slowly, silently, one by one

Sunflowers, filed in rows and rows
Deep yellow heads boasting their prettiness
Heads held high, sun-absorbing
Stretching to Heaven in all their Godliness

Wild flowers emerging in fields and meadows
In every colour imaginable to the ambitious eye
Untamed, unruly, an overwhelming sight
Glorious gift from nature to make your heart sigh

Regard and respect these Godsend marvels
Forever find time to pause and wonder
Such admirable radiance from Mother Nature
As through beds of flowers you wander

Three Precious Jewels

2008-09-26T13:35:00.007+02:00

God has given unto me, three jewels as precious as can be
To my day they put a sparkle, my love for them will never cease
A life without them. Oh! Unimaginable, every day I want to see
Talk, laugh and joke with them, my heart it knows then peace

Each one of them possess their own qualities, their natures
Sunita, she's always been the quiet one, very gentle in her way
Such patience she had with her two younger sisters
Mothering them, teaching them, listening to whatever they say

Nina, who didn't have an easy start in life, fought hard and brave
She was our little struggler, never giving up when times got tough
As a baby, a little bundle, weighing less than three pounds
But with a willpower so strong, of that she certainly had enough

Then along came Jenny, the youngest of the three
With her happy, cheerful nature, always playing at her leisure
Never would you see a groan on her face
But a radiant smile would greet you, fill your day with pleasure

The years passed by and older they have become
But to me, their Mother, they will always be
My precious jewels, my heartfelt joy
Each one of them, to my heart they hold the key

Every day they provide me with happiness and joy
Such a treat it is, just to sit and talk, to listen to their voice
Sit around the table laughing, discussing different things
Hours would fly by, unnoticed, in our conversation of choice

Friends brought home and join us they would
Dinner would be shared out, all would eat to their delight
In a wonderful feeling of belonging, as one should
Relaxed, content, jokes shared, as happy people might

Thank God daily for my beloved daughters, I do
Each one as unique as a blooming rose's petal
May they forever hold my love in their hearts too
And take it with them wherever they may settle

I love you Sunita, Nina & Jenny

Mom xxx

Child Slavery

2008-09-20T14:35:00.004+02:00

Crouched together, they would sit
In many a dark, smelly cellar
From early morning hours
To very late into the night
Their big, dark, frightful eyes
Never getting to see sunlight

Their little fingers never stopping
Their gaze so hollow, full of nothing
Small bodies swaying back and forth
Captured, caught, lost forever
In a world without love, without care
No future ahead, no escape, never

Just how can humanity be so cruel?
To rob these children of their dignity
The greed of humans knows no boundary
Exploiting these poor, unfortunate beings
They stop at nothing to fill their pockets
Don't they have any human feelings?

Anger, pain, helplessness is what I feel
Why, why, oh why should this happen?
Every child has rights, has dreams
Don't rob them of these simple pleasures
In this day and age, it shouldn't be
These kids are our future's treasures

Please, put a stop to wretched child slavery
Give them back their childhood dreams
Replace the anxious, fearful eyes
With sparkling diamonds of pure glee
Let them play and dance in sun and rain
Give them back their faith in humanity

Please..............

My Angel

2008-09-14T14:59:00.006+02:00

I wrote the following poem for my dear son
who was only 6 days old when God called
him to Heaven. He would have been 25 this
year.

My Angel, Mark Anthony

Do you hear me when I talk to you?
My Angel, do you answer me too?
Think of you I do, every day of the year
Such little chance you had on earth, my dear

How will I ever forget, those six days
The way you struggled in so many ways
I prayed with all my heart that you would live
To have spared you, my life I would have give

So very tiny you were, not more than a handful
To see you so helpless, oh, my heart it did pull
All those tubes attached to your body, so small
Did you hear my voice, when your name I did call?

But, my darling son, it wasn’t meant to be
The seventh day, you didn’t live to see
In my arms you lay as your last breath was taken
From that moment on, never again did you waken

My Treasure, I’ll love you until the day I die
There always will be that question, why?
But God’s Will, it was, yes that, I have to accept
No matter how many tears, for you, I have wept

An Angel in Heaven, that’s what you are now
In God’s hands you rest, I know that somehow
A watchful eye on us, I’m sure you do bare
Dear Mark, I know, you will always, take care

Margaret
10th Nov. `07

I Miss You Mom

2008-09-09T15:08:00.004+02:00

I Miss You Mom

Oh, how I miss you Mom
I miss you so very much
Although I feel your presence
When, your possessions, I touch

They say, time heals the pain

The pain, I feel in my heart
Life must go on, yes I know
Though we've been pulled apart

Dear Mom, I still can't believe
That you are no longer here
Just want to pick up the phone
Listen to your voice in my ear

So many things, I want to share with you
What's going on in my life every day
You were always interested to know
All the little things I had to say

Sweet memories of you, so vivid
So very clear before my eyes
Your face, your smile, I visualize
When looking in clear blue skies

A butterfly, it flew direct onto my hand
There it stayed, as content as can be
Was it you Mom?
Returned in disguise to be close to me

Gone forever, I know, you never will be
You'll always be present in one form or other
It soothes my heart to feel you so near
Please, always stay close to me, dear Mother

Margaret, 2nd Sept. '08

LOVE

2008-09-01T13:34:00.002+02:00

Love

What is love, what does it mean.......
It grows from the centre of our inner being
Fills our hearts, allows us to feel
Enriches our lives, makes us real

What is life when no love exists
How empty can one feel
Like a hollow tree, dying, gone dry
No life left, nothing to live for, why try

Without love, life isn't complete
Share this gift with all you meet
It opens our hearts, lets the sun shine in
Love fills our day, brings us joy within

Spread love and feel it return to you
Whatever you give will come back too
Nothing more powerful to give and take
The most wonderful gift that you can make

Love can be shown in many a way
Just a gesture you make or whatever you say
To make someone smile, that's all it amounts
It comes from your heart and that's what counts

Love..... It's a drug we daily need
Without it, we'd wither, an unwatered seed
With it, we blossom, a beautiful flower in spring
Then, nourished and fed, like a bird we can sing

Love means understanding, sharing, giving
When necessary, it means forgiving
If someone needs to talk, it's lending an ear
When a friend needs to cry, it's drying a tear

So, no matter, just how busy you are
Find time for loved ones near or far
Speak those three words, they long to hear
Just say 'I love you' to those you hold dear

Margaret, March 2008

Helpless

2008-08-25T13:33:00.002+02:00

Helpless

Seeing you so helpless
It just tears at my heart
From your bedside
I don't want to part

My tears, they're flowing
They just won't stop
My heart, it's weeping
My body's ready to drop

Dear Mom, you don't deserve
To suffer in this way
Give me your pain
Let me take it away

Poor Dad, he misses you
So very, very much
He wants you home
He's missing your touch

In your ear I whisper
That you're just doing fine
I ask, "Can you hear me?"
Your hand held tight in mine

Then you give a small nod
You know that I'm here
You give me a smile
From your eye drops a tear

Dear Angels in Heaven
I ask Thee to guide
Look down on my Mother
Stay close by her side

To God, I send my prayers
That soon you will recover
The house, it's just so empty
Without you here, my Mother

Margaret, 9th July 2008
(early in the morning before Mom passed away)

My Love for the Mountains

2008-08-18T12:00:00.003+02:00

My Love for the Mountains

With a smile on my face, I awoke and out the window I glanced
The sky, full with thick clouds beckoning me out of bed
Today’s destination being the mountains, not too far away
My heart was light with joy, knowing what before me lay

*
Along the highway I sped, my whole body longing to be there
Suddenly, in the horizon, there they were, striking in the air
My heart gave a leap, my breath was taken away
This magnificent sight. My heart, I thought would tear

*
Out the car I jumped, changed into my trekking boots
First steps taken, a long climb, my heart, content to be here
Through the thick forest I walked, over moss-covered boulder
A pleasure beyond comparison, this location I hold so dear

*
The peace, the quiet, one step after the other, lost in my own dreams
The only sound from the birds, so sweet, accompanying me along the way
Their song, like honey to my ears, unbelievably calming
Filling my heart with delight, with sheer happiness, more than I can say

*
All of a sudden the trees clear, the forest comes to an end, and out I step
Oh! what a view before my eyes. Tremendous, amazing shoots through my mind
This Godly sight before me, so incredibly magnificent in all its glory
“Am I still here on earth?" I ask myself. “This can only be a Heaven of some kind”

*
Before my eyes, these vigorous objects, so grandiose, so absolutely spectacular
Move, I cannot from this spot, from this sight, my body numb with awe
Transfixed to the ground, there I stand, the cool wind blowing in my face
To many places I have been, but something, oh so beautiful! I never saw

*
After endless time of gazing, I finally move on my way
For reached, I have not yet, the very top, the highest peak
My limbs are tiring after the long trek till here
But on I tread, the Cross, symboling the top, is what I seek

*
At last! I made it! I’m standing at the ultimate summit!
The exertion, oh it was worth it! Of that, I’m absolutly sure
To behold this terrific panorama, this awesome experience
Thank You God for creating this scene, so wonderfully pure

*
5.9.07
Margaret

A Day at the Lake

2008-08-13T18:29:00.003+02:00

A Day at the lake

*
A beautiful, sunny day it was, when I headed for the lake
The sky so blue, the exquisite clouds as white as snow
I followed my heart, it told me, there's no nicer place to be
But to sit by the lakeside, surrounded by nature, under a tree

*
So here it was, in this very spot, I gave my heart to Nature
To a scene so pure, so magnificent, in its very existence so strong
Before my eyes, the swans, they swam with their heads held high
So elegant, so proud, leaving ripples in their trail as they glided along

*
A gentle breeze was blowing, touching my skin, my face, so tender
A leaf, it took from the tree, sending it on its journey
To be swept along its way to wherever it may land
Blown here, blown there, it’s destiny in God’s hand

*
To gaze into the wondrous sky, is a pleasure I can’t describe
This miracle above me, in all its magnificence, its glory
It fills my heart with awe, drag my eyes away, I do not dare
This precious gift from God, there's nothing to compare

*
My feet, they wander over the dew covered grass, lush green
To the water edge I head, so clear, every pebble can be seen
The trees swaying in the wind, their leaves whispering softly
In the cool water I dip my feet, the cute ducks swim past me

*
The hours pass by, the suns set. Here I still sit, quiet and alone
But up I have to get, my heart’s heavy, it's time to head back home
Hard it is, to leave this place, so splendid, so absolutely whole
Tomorrow I will return, for here, I find peace for my heart and my soul

30.8.07, Margaret

Autumn Beauty

2008-06-17T13:39:00.007+02:00

Autumn Beauty

The leaves, they’re changing colour, the air’s getting cooler
Days are becoming shorter, evenings, they come too soon
God’s Nature around us is changing, so obvious to the eye
The beauty of the landscape. Oh! How it makes my heart sigh

There's nothing more rewarding, than to take a walk along
The banks of a flowing river bed or up a mountain trail
When all around the leaves are falling, descending to the ground
Being sent on their unknown journey, gently, without a sound

Trees aflame with magnificent shades, only nature can deliver
Golden, green, yellow and red, glowing in the autumn sun
Beneath each tree, a carpet of colour, a rustle under my feet
Through the carpet I’d wander, upturning this scene, so neat

For hours and hours, along the paths I’d walk, never tiring
My eyes feasting upon this beauty, this loveliness, this gift
A gentle breeze blowing, scattering the leaves, making them dance
Through the air they’d cruise, setting a scene, putting me in a trance

The weak autumn sun reflects off the sombre lake, so still
A glittering of a thousand diamonds, jumping off the surface
Their dance never standing still, a treat to whoever may see
This beautiful day in autumn. A day, as precious as can be

Margaret

5th Nov. `07